From my perspective

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another poem from my Intermediate Poetry Writing class...


From my perspective

it was Friday night
and the light that filled
            the entire room was that of
            the Chicago skyline from
            the window behind you
it was that
and maybe your smile
            that appeared to brighten up our environment
            that seemed just, for lack of a better word, alright;
            that living room wasn’t what I was focusing on
it was the planes to O’Hare or to wherever
and the way they circled in the sky
            their blinking lights creating a traceable halo
            there above your auburn crown of hair;
            they’re doing it on purpose, I assumed.
it was your blanket
and maybe the way we shared it, the
            two of us underneath
            too hysterical not
            to wake up your roommate, I assumed.
it was the garlic chicken we both ordered
and the similar taste in movies
            when I realized that
            when opposites attract it’s magic but
            when similarities mix in with it, it’s bliss.
it was my right hand that brushed your leg
and maybe your finger that tapped on my forearm
            which made me wonder
            which way to test our waters best or
            which question I wanted answered first:
                        what are you insecure about?
                        what is it you want?
                        what am I to you?
it was the stories we shared for eight hours
and the way it only felt like twenty minutes that made me think
            if I would’ve stayed longer,
                        then would you have kept me?
            if I would’ve tried to hold you,
                        then would you have let me?
            if I would’ve told you all I had to say,
                        then would you have ignored your inner editor to reply honestly?

it was the way I left
and maybe how we said goodbye
            no planned second date
            no defining speech
            no kiss
                        I guess I’ll just have to wait.

Comment (1)

Oh my, I did not realize you were such a poet =)