I've probably mentioned this before but there are some things I cannot write about in this blog. Either they're too personal or have too much to do with an individual that really doesn't deserve to be talked about in length, or the issue in question needs to be addressed to them in a more personal fashion.

 Having said that, I do have some concerns.

 I walk a fine line between my values for writing these blog posts and my utter need to feel like I am getting some of this out of my system. So I will write with much objectivity. What I write in my personal notebook though is a different story.

 For one, I need to stop saying "I've been thinking a lot lately," because while I do, it paints a negative light on the situation sometimes. I think a lot of good things too, actually- like thinking about memories that bring a smile to my face. Is thinking necessarily a bad thing? Perhaps when you think too much. Thinking can be compatible with the word "lingering." especially when it comes to something specific. Knowing how my mind works though, my mind is normally on shuffle. We'll table this discussion for now I guess.

 One day (less than 24hrs.) = VERY short time. Emphasis.

 There are a lot of things I do not know. But, I know I am a good guy who tries his best to treat everyone with respect. I go out of my way to help other people at personal cost without admitting to it all the time- it's in my nature to put others over myself. There is a level of caring I can provide that has yet to be fully utilized. I reflect and try to better understand what I have to offer in life. I am comfortable with my feelings; I can/will talk about them. I am honest. I listen. I yearn to learn. I think I have qualities that are admirable, I really do.

I believe that I am going to make someone so happy when given that opportunity.

 I can't assume ANYTHING. It's how I get myself in trouble by guessing what I do not know for fact.

 I can, in fact, predict the future- but I haven't wanted to lately.